I recently stumbled upon DD Domestic Discipline. I can't believe I'd never heard of it before! Well i guess i have, i just never thought about it being applied to an adult relationship. Its like a spark has ignited inside of me and I must figure out where this blazing trail is attempting to lead me! I have a million things to say and I am new at this so forgive me if my thoughts are scrambled and random ;)
Where to start? How to start? I have been doing a lot of reading on line and have found some quite useful information but I don't know anyone who participates in this sort of lifestyle so.......??????yeah
So many things about myself are starting to make sense.... my seemingly pointless relationships, the reason none of them have worked out, my stronger and stronger need to feel more dominant (not that I like it), the strained relationship with my Father, my lack of respect for most men, the love/hate relationship i had with my mother growing up. I'm telling you its like a light bulb has come on in this brain of mine finally!
Ok so more soul searching in later blogs but for now to organize my purpose for blogging currently.
~ Learn more about DD and explore my thoughts and feelings with it.
~ Keep a record of my thoughts and feelings as I am on this journey, also to in time see how far I have come.
~ Discover my need for discipline and how to submit.
Well there you have it.....Let the journey begin!!!!!